Soulmates

I'm so fucking lonely

Almost every day,

And so I self-medicate,

To numb the pain away.

I didn't want a roommate,

It's not what I signed up for,

And it's not enough for me -

I need so much more.

I need the love we used to have,

I need a partner and a friend,

Someone to share our ups and downs,

Until the very end.

I thought that we'd be lost together

And together find our way

But now it seems that we're just lost

In our own worlds, every day.

Almost every bid I make,

(Even just to watch a show)

Is rejected with no second thought

And why, I just don't know.

I try so hard to understand,

And you just shut me out,

If you don't want to let me in,

Then I just want out.